Making a fool out of myself

Why did i suggest such tormenting game in the first place?

Is winning really that important?

Should i just give up?

Maybe im just weak at night eh?


At least i know, how big is the void in me, without your existence.

Something terrible yet beautiful to know.

I don't know how you can be this determined and strong,

but seriously, im at the verge of calling you now, just to say, simple things like, "i cant stand this anymore, i just want to say good night to you."

It's late now, i will go to sleep,

hope tomorrow will be a better day,

hope all these determination wud result in a very good cause :)