Mellow Stream

I'm currently in a state where things seems to go slow paced,
so slow that it doesn't look like there is progress at all.
I got to rest due to physical sickness and just when i thought i could start working,
unnecessary issues starts kicking in.
People lose their sense of humor and rationality,
Putting temper and ego ahead of them.

Back to me in my mellow streams of work flow,
I am so laid back and relaxed as if my work is already done.
Watching Simpsons, SNL and sleeping every 4-5 hours,
it seems to be aiding a lot in my physical health,
but it definitely does not help in my work progress at all.

It is pretty dangerous when you are so confident that everything is under control,
when you know deep inside, there is this accountability for unexpected agendas.
Procrastination or laziness, whatever you call it,
it's just not easy to do work alone at home in a small room with no ventilation every single day.
Thanks to my girl, at least there is an endless source of encouragement that drives me thru the day.
I am starting to move my horses now,
and the work is starting to move again.

I need to tell myself, to start being focus, ignore the fools and use what your baby girl has given you and put them into good use. :)