Once upon a dinner time....

.....we were happily finding for a place to eat at bangsar
i was being cheerful
and we changed our mind, hopping between 3 restaurants
and finally settled down
everything started when we ordered the menu
she has this mindset of letting me order what i like to eat, even if she doesnt really like it
i have a mindset of, eating something that we both can eat together, and
yeah, she cant eat beef
so, while i was lookin at the menu
i said that,
the pizzas with beef peperoni looks nice
apart from that, chicken will be rather plain
but i think that we shud order at least vegetarian
or the chicken one so that both of us can eat
but because of my comments on chicken pizza will be plain
she choose to eat the ones with beef peperoni
so i called the waiter to separate it to half,
half with beef and half without
apparently, the other half was lamb
and she also do not like lamb
when she eat them, her face was like not really that happy
i asked her if we shud order salad, or vegetarian pizza or whatever
but she rejected all and choose to order this
and when we are eating
she is not enjohing it
so i felt that i made a mistake by doing that order in the first place
so i told her that, we shud hav ordered sth other that this
if she dun like lamb as well
then she came back to the part where i was biased when i 1st commented that chicken was tasteless
and so its like, after everything is ordered
then i was given to guilt
so yeah.
i start to talk a lot
and she was silent all the way
which made me even more frustrated
coz i felt like im talkin to the wall
i need feedback
there was none
she was alll silent
and i know that, its her style
that when someone is angry she will keep silent
but i was juz way too frustrated that time
and i guess, i talked so much that it hurts
i hurt
she hurt
we all hurt
yeah
just bcoz of food

my foolishness is beyond help. 

:(