There is no phobia for disappointment as there are no phobia categorized for common things

Today i woke up, telling myself not to dwell in the past and look forward. 

I tried to dream of what's ahead, but every time i do so,

i remembered the disappointment that falls upon me. 

Everytime disappointment falls upon me, the effects that follows by was disastrous. 

This time when i start to dream, the possibility of disappointment kicks in.

Telling me not to hope big, and expect anything.

At least, i will stop myself from doing dumb things when disappointed,

at least it will lessen the hurt that will impact me.

With more patience, perseverance and believe in myself,

I know that i will be able to make it thru,

without dreaming.

Just me, and my homework.

It's just a few more months to go.

Mike, you can do it.like what gin always tells you....