First Class

"The first class students were announced today, i wasn't a part of it."


Then, come back to the thought, why am i expecting myself to be a first class student in the first place?

Then i come back to, I've did my very best, in fact, I've strive really hard and push myself and even outdo myself, but my best, was not worthy to be first class at all?

There must be something that i missed out, something that i didn't do, something that they did that i don't.

I sulk for a moment, but throughout the jam, i became numb

during the jam, i smsed Miss Huwi " Ive done my best, but yet, it's not good enuff for first class.What have i missed?

She replied "The results are beyond our control, just take it as luck or fate?"

On that moment, i felt like, getting first class is just a lucky draw, even if you are good, you might not get it coz you are not fated for it. I never surrender myself to things like luck and fate. This is just unacceptable.

So i replied " So getting first class is like a lucky draw. is there any feedback we can get about our results? i really wana know what i did wrong"

The sms ended with "You can get it from Miss Sin Ai or Miss Joanne"

Now, my mind is clear.
First of all, i would want to listen and learn from my feedback.nuff said

Gin told me:
For now you learn and will grow like the mike T always does.It's only when you fall hard, you'll bounce back HIGHER. I'll always be by your side thru every single effort and your way to success. Success is a journey, not a destination.


A girl to remind me, who i really am. A girl who supports me and stay side by side along the way.A smiley mike again.

When i reached home, i actually got another message from Miss Huwi...

She actually smsed to console me,

It was more than her job scope.

I am thankful that she has been alongside me throughout the year as a mentor.

Im touched :)